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+Welcome+ [08 Nov 2013|04:44pm]
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[08 Nov 2006|02:46pm]
DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:Slight-Moderate
Dysthymia:High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:Moderate
Cyclothymia:Very High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:High
Postpartum Depression:N/A
Take the Depression Test


Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. Happy birthday dear elly, happy birthday to me.

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[08 Nov 2006|04:40am]
It's so my birthday.
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[30 Oct 2006|11:38am]
Oh hell no.




Oh no he didn't. Oh yes, yes he fucking did.


--
"Fuck off and die"
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[26 Oct 2006|02:42pm]
and its REALLY fucking odd that i'm getting hit with symmetrical time stamps again NOW.

You know, like, 11:11am when i check, then 12:12am when I check again.


This blows. Fuck you.

In a VERY nice way, but not that fucking nice right now.

--
Endless day
We search for what we hold inside
So hard to find
Luck turns
Will the fallen ever reach within
And rise again

I will fight the end
Till the end is here
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[24 Oct 2006|11:11am]
Oh. Ah. Ah. Hah....
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[23 Oct 2006|04:48am]
And in any case; How do you pick up the threads of an old life?

And why do you want them so badly.

I'd try.


I'm sorry.


I'm just sorry, but I would. I'm sure of it.


I'm not ashamed to feel this way. Go ahead, make fun.

ugh.
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don't scream. [22 Oct 2006|07:06pm]
I threw it all in for you.
I can't believe you asked thosed things of me.


"I can't escape the twisted way you think of me."

I feel you in my dreams and in between.

And you just stand there, deleting me, and stare as my world crumbles in my head.

Quack, quack, fucking quack.

Its bitter-sweet inanity.

--
Kelly: I need a hit, man... I need that sweet, sweet candy!
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And how about this; [19 Oct 2006|09:48pm]
You're adopted; so tuck yourself in!
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Lacrymosa [19 Oct 2006|12:03pm]
Out on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what you really wanted, baby?

--
Blame it on me, set your guilt free. Nothing can hold you back now, love..
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[17 Oct 2006|01:40pm]


--
Compromise and forgiveness are not words a person like you understands.
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[17 Oct 2006|09:03am]
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[04 Oct 2006|02:57pm]
Why is it when you get to the end of a demi important post and reread it, you find yourself wondering why you wasted your time.

Deaf, blind and mute.
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[04 Oct 2006|02:49pm]
If this is as broken as I get, maybe I should go all out.

Maybe, just maybe, I should take it to Bob the Builder instead.

--
Can he fix it? Yes he can! ... 't.
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[01 Oct 2006|03:42pm]
The love i have for you
Is so deep
I think of you in my sleep

To show you how I feel
as I cry
It's hard to say
How's in my mind

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Show you how I feel. Know that love is real
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[01 Oct 2006|03:04am]
So I wore my formal shoes for the first time in a year the night before the one just gone.

Found out it was the night this years formal was on.

Heh.




footnote. this is currently the least of my worries. thanks a fucking lot.
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.: The Open Door :. [12 Sep 2006|03:21am]
Isn't something missing...


No. I have Evanescence's new album!

The world is NOT on an AXIS atm. Everything. Is politically correct, as it should be.


The world is mine. I want a band. Now. make it fucking happen.

Ugh.


Overdosing.

--
It's true, we're all a little insane. But its so clear, now that I'm unchained..
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[10 Sep 2006|07:53pm]
Bullshit.



--
Oh yes. That was shit hot.
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My New Phone? [28 May 2006|04:57pm]
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I COULD VERY WELL BE GETTING THIS:
THE SHARP 903 / v903 / 903SH / SX833
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