illuminesque

illuminesque @ 2006-11-08T14:46:00

2006-11-08T14:46:14Z

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Slight-Moderate
Dysthymia:	High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	Moderate
Cyclothymia:	Very High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
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Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. Happy birthday dear elly, happy birthday to me.

LOL. SKANK. (HA I FUCKING BEAT YOU, FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK WIT, YOU CANT MOVE INTO MY HOUSE! (LOL LOVE U RACH) 'FUCK OFF AND DIE')

illuminesque @ 2006-11-08T04:40:00

2006-11-08T04:40:28Z

It's so my birthday.

illuminesque @ 2006-10-30T11:38:00

2006-10-30T11:39:28Z

Oh hell no.

Oh no he didn't. Oh yes, yes he fucking did.

--
"Fuck off and die"

illuminesque @ 2006-10-26T14:42:00

2006-10-26T14:45:32Z

and its REALLY fucking odd that i'm getting hit with symmetrical time stamps again NOW.

You know, like, 11:11am when i check, then 12:12am when I check again.

This blows. Fuck you.

In a VERY nice way, but not that fucking nice right now.

--
Endless day
We search for what we hold inside
So hard to find
Luck turns
Will the fallen ever reach within
And rise again

I will fight the end
Till the end is here

illuminesque @ 2006-10-24T11:11:00

2006-10-24T11:37:35Z

Oh. Ah. Ah. Hah....

illuminesque @ 2006-10-23T04:48:00

2006-10-22T19:20:08Z

And in any case; How do you pick up the threads of an old life?

And why do you want them so badly.

I'd try.

I'm sorry.

I'm just sorry, but I would. I'm sure of it.

I'm not ashamed to feel this way. Go ahead, make fun.

ugh.

don't scream.

2006-10-22T19:07:15Z

I threw it all in for you.
I can't believe you asked thosed things of me.

"I can't escape the twisted way you think of me."

I feel you in my dreams and in between.

And you just stand there, deleting me, and stare as my world crumbles in my head.

Quack, quack, fucking quack.

Its bitter-sweet inanity.

--
Kelly: I need a hit, man... I need that sweet, sweet candy!

And how about this;

2006-10-19T12:20:29Z

You're adopted; so tuck yourself in!

Lacrymosa

2006-10-19T12:06:56Z

Out on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what you really wanted, baby?

--
Blame it on me, set your guilt free. Nothing can hold you back now, love..

illuminesque @ 2006-10-17T13:40:00

2006-10-17T13:44:13Z

--
Compromise and forgiveness are not words a person like you understands.

illuminesque @ 2006-10-17T09:03:00

2006-10-17T09:35:47Z

illuminesque @ 2006-10-04T14:57:00

2006-10-04T05:31:20Z

Why is it when you get to the end of a demi important post and reread it, you find yourself wondering why you wasted your time.

Deaf, blind and mute.

illuminesque @ 2006-10-04T14:49:00

2006-10-04T05:19:38Z

If this is as broken as I get, maybe I should go all out.

Maybe, just maybe, I should take it to Bob the Builder instead.

--
Can he fix it? Yes he can! ... 't.

illuminesque @ 2006-10-01T15:42:00

2006-10-01T06:21:26Z

The love i have for you
Is so deep
I think of you in my sleep

To show you how I feel
as I cry
It's hard to say
How's in my mind

--
Show you how I feel. Know that love is real

illuminesque @ 2006-10-01T03:04:00

2006-09-30T17:33:52Z

So I wore my formal shoes for the first time in a year the night before the one just gone.

Found out it was the night this years formal was on.

Heh.

footnote. this is currently the least of my worries. thanks a fucking lot.

.: The Open Door :.

2006-09-11T17:57:51Z

Isn't something missing...

No. I have Evanescence's new album!

The world is NOT on an AXIS atm. Everything. Is politically correct, as it should be.

The world is mine. I want a band. Now. make it fucking happen.

Ugh.

Overdosing.

--
It's true, we're all a little insane. But its so clear, now that I'm unchained..

illuminesque @ 2006-09-10T19:53:00

2006-09-10T10:22:23Z

Bullshit.

--
Oh yes. That was shit hot.

My New Phone?

2006-05-28T07:26:43Z

============================================
I COULD VERY WELL BE GETTING THIS:
THE SHARP 903 / v903 / 903SH / SX833
============================================

Weight:
140 g

Dimensions:
109 x 50 x 29 mm

FEATURES:
• 3.2MP Camera
2048x1536 px, 2x Optical Zoom, 24 x Digital Zoom, Video, Flash.
• Mp3/Media Player
• FM Radio
• Barcode Scanner
• 3D Stereo Sound
• Ring Tones: Mp3 & 128 Channel Polyphonic
• Mobile TV, videotelephony
• Display: 262,144 TFT colours has a diagonal of 2.4 inches. Res: 240 x 320 pixels
• 180 degree Swivel LCD
• Video Calling, MMS
• T9
• Organiser
• Support MiniSD memory cards
• Bluetooth
• Java MIDP 2.0

But what colour should I get? ^^;;

illuminesque @ 2006-04-18T17:36:00

2006-04-18T08:07:28Z

illuminesque @ 2006-04-07T21:54:00

2006-04-07T12:25:38Z

Nuff said.

::Oh Amy...

2006-04-01T08:29:23Z

I want a band.. or a choir, or something.

End.

JustDoIt

2006-03-26T03:17:08Z

Basement Jaxx - Get Me Off.

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Give your body to me. Give your body to me. Let your body be free. Free your body, your body with me x2... I want to undress you, wanna caress you (wanna caress you). Don't wanna be coy. It's time to get me off x2... Come on baby, thrust me, trust me, get me off. You're my poison an i cannot get enough x2... Get me off, Get me off (get me off!). Get me off (games, games)(get me off!). Get me off (get me off!). Get me off, Get me off (get me off!)- You got to get me off...Give your body to meGive your body to me. Let your body be free. Free your body, your body with me x2... I want to undress you. Wanna caress you (wanna caress you). Don't wanna be coy; It's time to get me off x2... Come on baby, thrust me,trust me, get me off. You're my poison an i cannot get enough x2... Get me off. Get me off (get me off!). Get me off (games, games)(get me off!). Get me off (get me off!). Get me off. Get me off (get me off!) - You got to get me off... (take-t-take it; so good, move it)... Coz the music's pumpin and i wish you'd do the same to me,(you know you can do it,you know you wanna do it). You're so freaky,treat me,make me come (oh baby baby please) (give your body to me)... Give your body to me. Give your body to me. Let your body be free. Free your body, your body with me x2 - Its time to get me off...

appleappleapplenotrediculouslyoverpricedbanana

2006-03-24T23:53:09Z

I hate it when you nearly eat the sticker off the apple... >.

Everyone was doing it :S

2006-03-15T13:43:53Z

Silleh little LJ "if this person did this what would this be" quiz XD

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) How tall is illegal? MIDGET HEIGHT!
2) Do you think buzster is hot? Lol, Dead spunkeh!
3) Has demonkaios been to your house/dorm? Hells yesm. My Essery and Gordon St estates X3
4) Is apneatic 1337? Oh god, that would push my buttons!
5) Is kimi_chan popular? With meeh XD
6) How many monkeys could chrome_storm fight at once and win against? ROFL. .. Jesus, even monkeys trained in Shakespearian Ninja Arts couldn't win agains MindWeapon boy .. Poor monkeys *sniff* .. never know what hit 'em .. Go about the rest of their days, straightening all the broken bananas
7) Does juggalokorax know kimi_chan? Interesting, I don't have the key however
8) What exotic animal would angelyalia like as a pet? Are Ferrets exotic?
9) Which of your friends should calcarus go out with? Cassasaurus!
10) Does angelyalia drink? Nono
11) What would midori_meliae do differently in your shoes? Be a worse artist :(
12) If demonkaios took over the world, who would be happy? All teh Supergals and Astroboys!
13) Would vasillis_childe and juggalokorax look good together? ... LOL
14) Would angelyalia go out with narc0tix? nono
15) Thoughts on vasillis_childe? Abstractual! That is my default word for Ky!
16) Are midori_meliae and andy_ going out? Wow, maybe.... Long Distance relationships Hm!
17) What would apneatic give demonkaios for his/her birthday? Bondage gear XD
18) Would you ever date juggalokorax? No
19) What animal does vasillis_childe remind you of? The cunning jaguar in the Junlge Book, running around scheming XD
20) What is chrome_storm's biggest flaw? Can one can be .. -too- correct? .. I don't even think thats what I meant o_O;;
21) Is demonkaios athletic? By golly no, but if she were, your money = run for!
22) Where was juggalokorax born? Merry old Englandtown
23) Which president would cassasaurus be likely to idolize? President Calcarus!
24) Is chrome_storm related to apneatic? .. i'm having some kind of sensory overload. come back, one year!
25) Did calcarus break up with you? He broke up with my school, they don't see eachother anymore.. :(
26) Does angelyalia have a crush on illegal? Hey, maybe! :: Ponders
27) Is chrome_storm a college student? Will beeh mebe?
28) Would juggalokorax be a better ninja or pirate? LOL .. I've seen Ninja before I think, but it would still be funier than Pirate - So immo go ninja, for comedic purposes.. LOL@TERRY being LIKEAFOX
29) What mental disorder does seraphellion remind you of? Hmm? Amnesia ..? "Forgetting ones self is hard when you never really met" xoxo. Loves you maku
30) What is andy_ allergic to? LOL, AMPHETAMINES!

illuminesque @ 2006-03-10T23:23:00

2006-03-10T12:53:54Z

I miss Rachel..